觉得自己有点笨，竟然答应去教半个小时的补习，而且还是在一个离我这么远的地方。。。我疯了。。。

if i were to feel so terrible after a short-lived happiness, then i would rather not have that short moment of happiness. it's only when i have tasted the best can i be plunged to the rock bottom.

if i had known i have to bear the consequences alone, then i would rather not have started it at all.

if there's nothing more to what you've done and said, then it would be my fault for thinking too much.

if i can decide any of the state i'm in now, then there wouldn't be any 'ifs'.

getting ready to hike!~


we're lost! let's follow the direction sign, but oh no! where should we go?





let's take pictures!





let me spoil their beautiful picture! :P


after which, we went for our usual 'sport' - kboxing!

the problem is, jane insisted on going to town because she wanted to buy her play! cl and ly dressed ok, in jeans while jane and i wore shorts. the worse thing was, jane brought a skirt to change into! GRRR! how can she abandon me? so i walked along orchard road looking like a freak.

月牙灣(F.I.R)

敦煌天空的沙礫　帶著我們的記憶
我從半路看回去　這秦關漫漫好蜿踞

夢想穿過了西域　包含了多少的禪意
愛情像一本遊記　我會找尋他的謎語

看　月牙彎下的淚光　在絲路之上被遺忘　

是誰的心啊　孤單的留下 他還好嗎　我多想愛他　
那永恆的淚光　那一句話 也許可能蒸發　
是誰的愛呀　並為誰降下 琴聲呼喚 就讓我融化　
用一滴雨水　蛹化成我翅膀　向著我愛的人 追吧

their music always surprises me. i'm always touched by their music and lyrics, how they corporate electric guitar and keyboard into something tribal or cultural, both which differed so greatly.

我的记忆像是沙砾，也不知道有没有走到一半，不过，已经觉得好漫长了。爱情是游记吗？我看，像是迷宫吧？一点都不有趣，且又把人困得死死的，令人窒息。 他还好吗？我多想爱他。今天刚刚好谈到，女生和男生告白的不同情形。女生只能多想爱他，只能是被动的，因为我们还生活在一个保守的社会。女追男，会惹来闲言闲语吧。。。

永恒的眼泪，听了一句话，竟然可以瞬间蒸发，证明了爱情伟大的力量。挥着翅膀翻山越岭寻觅心爱的人，尤其是女生唱起来，更令人感动。哦！！好凄美啊！！！

时间过得真快，已经开课两个月了。大家各忙各的，很多人在上大学后都变了。是人变成熟了吗，还是由于环己所逼，不得已？自私自利的本性在这个时候发挥了出来。这不是我听到第一个朋友告诉我大学的困扰。功课不会做，别人把宝藏都收起来。我很庆幸我认识的朋友都会不遗余力地帮助彼此，毕竟，三个臭皮匠胜过一个诸葛亮。

很多人在进大学后反而变得很沉默。在学校说话得忌讳三分，因为有很多双面人。人在不同情况下会展露出不同的自己，可是，窃窃私语，在别人背后品头论足确实很卑鄙的行为。或许，我也应该检讨检讨，看看自己是不是也人云亦云。可惜的是，我认识的朋友就这样被他们的环境比到五路可退，竟改变起自己。做适当的改变并没有什么不好的，我叹惋的却是他们以前活泼开朗的性格也都烟消云散了。

我很怀念，以往毫无顾忌的说无聊的话，做些疯狂的举止，不在乎旁人的指责。

我感到无助，明明很想替他们分担，但是我永远都不会了解他们的处境。。。

聽見
你不開心的眼 彷彿將我推到懸崖邊緣
距離就算在靠近眼前 我們一樣沒交點
沒有你的世界 就像寒冬沒有春天依畏
少了你陪在身邊 我的四季只剩下冬天

悲傷 喜悅 回憶不斷重演　
靜下來的世界 有我的思念
也有你的空虛無邊　

你有沒有聽見 寂寞的聲音悄悄在蔓延
它住進我們之間 守候著我和你的永遠
你有沒有聽見 思念的呼喚 傳遍每條街
就算你走的再遠 累了回頭我就在 你的身邊

你有沒有聽見 寂寞的聲音悄悄在蔓延　
它住近我們之間 守候著我和你的永遠
你有沒有聽見　 思念的呼喚傳遍每條街
就算你走的再遠　 累了回頭我就在 你的身邊

我真得会在你们的身边，大家不要绝望哦！



yummy yummy cup cakes!

出神入化-飛輪海
飛：這是我的時代 由我給你未來 如果想活下來 就安靜聽我主宰
引爆整個時代 誰也不能逃開 看我出神入化 銀河系被我活埋
綸：渡過了那麼多忍耐 渾身都不自在 正義在我血液澎湃 熬成火海
尊：每一根神經是火柴 靈魂快要爆開 黑暗中你屏息等待 我醒過來
東：熱血從不會感到疲倦 就算雨下在眼前 淋不熄心中熊熊火焰
儒：夜 還只差一場雷電 還只差一個瞬間 滿腔的蒸汽已在冒煙

儒：我 準備好要世界汗顏
這是我的時代 由我給你未來 如果想活下來 就安靜聽我主宰
引爆整個時代 誰也不能逃開 看我出神入化 銀河系被我活埋

Rap：[尊]你說 [儒]為什麼愛是恨反面
[尊]你說 [儒]為什麼真理越來越遠
[尊]你說 [儒]為什麼要我拯救世界
[尊]我說 [儒]我已經不能停歇
[尊]你說 [儒]為什麼要我背負這些
[尊]你說 [儒]為什麼正不能勝邪
[尊]你說 [儒]為什麼不放下一切
[尊]我說 [儒]我已經不能停歇

東：故事在沼澤中展開 我從混沌醒來 定時炸彈早已安排 在我腦海
儒：潛伏在心臟的火山 一旦快要爆開 這一生我捍衛所愛 停不下來
綸：明天我不怕什麼危險 就算愛被雪凍結 我的心擁有漫長夏天
尊：快 請試探我的極限 請放肆給我試煉 神還有什麼終極考驗
尊：我 準備好要世界汗顏
飛：這是我的時代 由我給你未來 如果想活下來 就安靜聽我主宰
引爆整個時代 誰也不能逃開 看我出神入化 銀河系被我活埋
這是我的時代 由我給你未來 如果想活下來 就安靜聽我主宰
引爆整個時代 誰也不能逃開 看我出神入化 銀河系被我活埋
這是我的時代 由我給你未來 如果想活下來 就安靜聽我主宰
引爆整個時代 誰也不能逃開 看我出神入化 銀河系被我活埋
這是我的時代 由我給你未來 如果想活下來 就安靜聽我主宰
引爆整個時代 誰也不能逃開 看我出神入化 銀河系被我活埋

不會愛-飛輪海
東：只好讓禮物安靜躺在我口袋
綸：一邊看著你跟他快樂聊到笑開　ｙｅａｈ～
儒：但友情兩字不足形容我情感
綸：心情都隨你轉彎
飛：耳機他輕輕吻我耳朵 愛情更聽不完 適合我們的從不是浪漫
飛：你不會愛
東：我的愛
飛：我明白 妳的最愛
綸：那一塊
飛：哪天我才存在 我不會愛 妳的愛 受傷害
綸：所以寧願安靜的等待
東：只剩下冰冷空氣陪我一整晚
綸：寂寞卻多到塞車根本無法動彈　ｙｅａｈ～
儒：一翻身我在半夜突然就醒來
東：夢裡你的唇柔軟
飛：耳機他輕輕吻我耳朵 愛情更聽不完 適合我們的從不是浪漫
飛：你不會愛
東：我的愛
飛：我明白　妳的最愛
綸：那一塊
飛：哪天我才存在　我不會愛 妳的愛 受傷害 所以寧願安靜的等待 ｏｈ～ｏｈ～
綸：愛你我慢不下來 沒有哪一天例外
飛：跟自己比快 我會趕上你未來 ｏｈ～
飛：你不會愛
東：我的愛
飛：我明白　妳的最愛
東：那一塊
飛：那天我才存在 我不會愛 妳的愛 受傷害
東：所以寧願安靜的等待
綸：不怕空白 我繼續等待
東：等待
尊：等待
儒：等待

最愛還是你-唐禹哲
沒開口的話 怎樣才能懂 我好想把畫面倒帶回頭 你留在我心中 熟悉的表情
每個溫暖純白的記憶 穿越了距離 擁擠的人潮 沒有人知道 我偷偷想你 嘴角就會笑
不要說對不起 也不要問原因 就讓世界不停的向前 別忘記從前 最愛還是你
這是我的決定(沒有人能代替) 像宇宙相對的星 互相吸引 慢慢就會靠近 還是要愛你
時間會證明 我愛你的勇氣(沒有人能代替) 牽著你的手 才知道是永久 擁擠的人潮
沒有人知道 我偷偷想你 嘴角就會笑 不要說對不起 不要再問原因 就讓世界不停的向前
別忘記從前 最愛還是你 這是我的決定(沒有人能代替) 像宇宙相對的星 互相吸引
慢慢就會靠近 還是要愛你 時間會證明 我愛你的勇氣(沒有人能代替) 牽著你的手
才知道是永久 這一次我放棄了所有 只為能再與你相遇 oh~ 最愛還是你
這是我的決定(沒有人能代替) 像宇宙相對的星 互相吸引 oh~~(慢慢就會靠近 還是要愛你)
時間會證明 我愛你的勇氣(沒有人能代替) 牽著你的手 才知道是永久 oh~~一輩子不放手oh~~

你是我所有的回憶-辰亦儒
雨在風中　風在雨裏
你的影子在我腦海搖曳
雨下不停風　風吹不斷雨
風靜雨停　仍揮不去想念的你
看小雨搖曳　看不到你的身影
聽微風低吟　聽不到你的聲音
眼睛不看　耳朵不聽
你是我所有的回憶

雨在風中　風在雨裏
你的影子在我腦海搖曳
雨下不停風　風吹不斷雨
風靜雨停　仍揮不去想念的你
看小雨搖曳　看不到你的身影
聽微風低吟　聽不到你的聲音
眼睛不看　耳朵不聽
你是我所有的回憶

願意不愛你-炎亞綸
十字街道做背景 寒風當道具
氣氛悶的就像要下雨 我在等回憶光臨
記憶中那場相遇 還如此清晰
怎麼轉眼就面對分離

溫馨片段沒整理 已經來不及
你說有我暖過的手心 現在貼著別的心
深情像片碎玻璃 散落在眼底
閃著晶瑩卻也痛了自己我

願意不愛你 因為所有快樂傷悲都那麼多餘
我願意不愛你 痛就放在心裡不用關閉不需要痊癒

快樂點滴沒整理 已經來不及
你說屬於我們的回憶 你都不能夠繼續
再見說得那麼輕 就好像空氣
可是為什麼我無法呼吸

我願意不愛你
以後所有快樂都塗上淒美記憶
我願意不愛你
從此就將回憶點滴直接注射在心裡

在水一方-汪東城
綠草蒼蒼 白霧茫茫 有位佳人 在水一方
綠草萋萋 白霧迷離 有位佳人 靠水而居

我願逆流而上 依偎在她身旁 無奈前有險灘 道路又遠又長
我願順流而下 找尋她的方向 卻見依稀彷彿 她在水的中央

綠草萋萋 白霧迷離 有位佳人 靠水而居

我願逆流而上 與她輕言細語 無奈前有險灘 道路曲折無已
我願順流而下 找尋她的蹤跡 卻見彷彿依稀 她在水中佇立

undeniably, they have made progress! 3 cheers for dd! :)

my virgin hair is gone!~~~

went to rebond my hair and sat at the hair salon for an amazing 8 hours straight. my butt nearly caught on fire. the experience was so-so as i was being served by an amateur. i bet she had plucked out a few dozens of my hair but seeing her working so hard on my hair, i did not even make a single sound. how idiotic.

the machine which steam the hair made weird grring sounds while the steam dripped continuously down my face, which made me quite uncomfortable. for some time, i kept thinking my hair is going to boil because of the irritating grr noise.

after which she washed my hair for the second time and started to clip my hair using the straightener. my god. it's horrendous and this was when i thought she plucked out the most hair. somehow, the hair became 'sticky' to the straightener and when she pulled the straightener down my hair, i felt the tug on my scalp too. the sides of my hair were especially sensitive and i found myself moving towards her near the end. ouch!

tick tock tick tock. the time crawled like maple story's snails but i couldn't leave having my hair halfway done. nearly 8 hours tied to the chair and it was 10pm. my mum did an embarrassing act of calling the hair salon up to see if we were done. my god.

nevertheless, the end product is not bad. the money is worthwhile. :) but i'm still not quite used to seeing myself with ultra straight hair. :P

cl's big day! muacks, baobei! i thank your mum for giving birth to you so that i can have such a great friend like you!

we had lunch buffet at kushin bo which cl had greatly recommended. in my opinion, i don't like the ambience probably because it was lunchtime and a little squeezy as the walking paths were narrow and the buffet was placed along the walking paths. there're continuous incoming people while people had to queued to take their food. first impression, like pasar.

second thing, they claimed they offer a wide variety of food, yet, i couldn't even find my beloved octopus. the sushi were refilled quite slowly and in small quantities. the unagi sushi had unexpected fishbones. the rice was not firm enough to withstand the chopsticks' pressure, which made the eating process quite unglamorous. the sashimi was not cold, in fact, a little warm. i wonder if the actual way was to eat warm sashimi instead of cold ones. the dessert only looked good.


last disappointing thing, they announced that it was the last thirty minutes of the buffet and customers were supposed to do their last minute ordering before the closure of their restaurant. for god's sake, it definitely stressed us up as we hadn't even finished taken our dessert then. we practically gorged down the dessert which didn't taste as fantastic as we had thought. food is meant to be enjoyed and being stressed up, it definitely spoilt our appetite.

overall, i conclude that i'd never visit this restaurant again.

anyway, i should have taken some photos in the restaurant.

but still i stole these from cl.



come, i shall entertain you with some random pictures!


what is jane doing?!!! o.O jane the beaver!


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after a few days of hard work, we've finally completed the box. aren't we glad we finally manage to salvage the horrible mosaic all thanks to ly? apart from the lid of the box, i suppose the rest are nicely done. :) 3 cheers!


can you make out what's on the lid? it's cl's chinese name? don't tell me you can't figure it out!!! :X but still, the words are not recognizable in real life. such a pity...... :( and praise ly for the fantastic painting on both the exterior and interior of the box! :D


look at the frills and crystals? it's so victorian! i so like it!!! :D


the inside of the box is filled with handmade accessories. a rockalicious necklace being bent into her name and a wire ring with her birthdate. plus a pair of purple earrings to match the necklace and ring.

hopefully she'll like it! :)

i like to wake up in the early morning only to hear the birds chirping and the sun shining pouring lightly into my room. :) the rare serenity in my house is greatly appreciated. my sister had gone for chalet! yesh! i think i love to live alone, but the thought of having to do my own household chores puts me off.

look!

it's a cute and huge tortoise bread! :D

我该说实话吗？但有时候，实话会令人心痛，撕破脸皮说了，还会被人背弃。

一段友谊的结束，是我的错吗？是我不能容忍，不能包容，不能改变我自己的错吗？

what is the world coming to?

the ridiculous misconception of eating healthy food is NOT about being absolutely skinny(which i think, makes people look disgustingly scrawny) and looking good(defined as good in media's eyes, and thus, by this damn modern world). is everybody around me becoming bimbotic or am i only one eating sour grapes just because i can't attain the supposedly 'perfect figure'? i'd definitely say it's the former because i refuse to look disgustingly scrawny.

looking at the labels on the food packaging was greatly encouraged to reduce obesity in the past. yet now, people are looking at them extensively and excessively, comparing the lowest fats and carbohydrates so as to maintain their weight and skinniness. the whole point about teaching people how to read labels is wrong! people are so obsessed about the figures they see on the packages that they don't bother about the nutrition they're getting. if what they bother is lowest amount of fats, why bother about producing different brands of products, why have choices?

some even went to the extent of skipping meals. well, i admit i do that when i was young and ignorant, but some just don't see the serious consequence that might happen to them. you see, people just won't heed advice until they get bitten. the most irritating part is, skipping meals and complaining that you're hungry, yet refused to eat as you're scared of gaining weight or that it might spoil your attempt to lose weight.

i seriously don't get why people can gorge so much tidbits, not acknowledging that they contain a far far more fats and sugars than normal food like fried rice or wanton noodles, when they're so obsessed about being 'healthy'. so eating sweets and chips is alright as compared to eating a proper, decent meal?! a research have shown that 98% of women like chocolates and i believe, most of them will find it hard to curb a temptation against ice cream or their beloved chocolates. what's the big deal about eating fried rice then? isn't munching on tidbits a lot worse? so to comfort themselves, another research came up saying that eating chocolates can make people happy. so that justifies eating chocolates while bypassing the meals?what a whole load of bullshit.

eating is also defined by 'brands' gradually. the most expensive meal equates the tastiest food, or does that symbolises a sort of class? or probably it's due to the fact that we're getting older and have the ability to spend more, which indirectly affect our distinguished taste buds. so hawker centre food is 'low-class' food? there's too much globalization in this society and people look up to Western restaurants, like Swensen's, Fish & Co, The Manhattan Fish Market, Western cafes, like Coffee Bean and Starbucks and even the up leading Japanese Restaurants, like Ajisen, Sakae Sushi, are all overtaking our society's taste buds. Even if Singaporeans go overseas, all they eat is McDonald's and KFC because they're so pampered that they shouldn't taste other food, if not they'll have diarrhoea so much they'd die from it.

i do see that different people have different taste, but it really gets on my nerves when people refer to food as smelly. i do acknowledge the fact that some dislike certain food, just like how i dislike eating chocolates and chillies. yet, i do respect the other parties eating at the same table as me and i'm not even the one eating the 'gross' food, so why make so mean and ignorant comments?

plus, the society is totally adoring the ultra skinny people. the whole society's mindset of beauty is absurdly wrong! looking glamorous and beautiful is not guaged by the lightness of your body mass. how ridiculous to determine a person's beauty by the numbers on the weighing machine. it's just so disheartening to know that one lives in such a menacing world which criticizes even a teeny bit of fats...

我认为，女生应该凭着自己的能力去争取自己想要的物质感受，而不是依赖着男生来办到这点。在一段感情中，一个男生若过于溺爱那个女生，等到他们结婚了，必定会有纠纷。女生十之八九会认为男生已经不爱他了，从而发生争执。我不明白为什么有些女生会接受许多昂贵的礼物。为什么会不断地跟男生说她心里所想要有的物品，那不就代表着一种暗示吗？要男生买给她的暗示。

这种女生算不算虚荣，市侩？

说真的，我鄙视这种女生。自己要的东西自己买。和男生出去，当然要五五分帐。况且，或许到头来，你并没有和那位男生结成夫妻，那他没给你的东西，所花在你身上的钱，要怎么还得清？人情最难还。倘若遇到一个无理取闹的男人，更难偿还所有的一切。

如果没有必要，还是不要接受太多礼物或‘免费的午餐’。。。

Ratatouille is a show not to be missed this year! unlike other animations, this one has substance and surprises! i've never imagined a rat being able to cook and cooking seems so much more fun when it's an extraordinary rat inventing new recipes! Plus, this show keeps your mouth grinning throughout! Five stars!

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心好痛，你说你要走了，可是过了一个多钟头都还没走，一直在等你做最后的告别。没想到就在那五分钟内，你来了又走了。这证明我们真的无缘吗？

c'est la vie.

that's a word i've learnt from kate atkinson's book. that's life. her book shows the rare tragedies which might happen in this realistic world. how the imbalance of love towards different people can upset the whole situation. it saddens me to know that every death incurs a well-hidden secret and what you see might not be what you get. as a reader, i get to explore all the evidence and even the evidences might shockingly distorted the truth. c'est la vie! the plot intertwines even though all the cases seem apparently, separately vast.

she's a talented author, writing in her astonishing language and with a dip of humour. a natural storyteller indeed.